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Resignation to Inevitabilty
Why are we so quick to wish a longer life?
What does a man benefit from living another 20 – 30 years?
His body weakens; his senses dull.
All he strove for all… his dreams – they were never to be.
He goes along thinking he can make a difference, that he makes the choices; he has no control.
The fork in the road is an illusion; he will always choose the wrong path.
That realization ever so slowly sinks in, after so many years.
To believe he chooses a path only leaves him to experience the suffering of guilt and regret when it inevitably turns out to be wrong.
It results in his shoulders sinking further, his chin hanging lower.
Outward signs of a soul that is far too weary.
There's always tomorrow, they tell him.
He hears and nods.
But he knows – no, there is only reliving today – the pain. The emptiness. The hopelessness.
Yet he goes on. Not towards a goal, towards a happy ending.
He knows there will be no happy ending; only a blessed ending to the monotony of ut
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I Did This
I quenched the fire in your heart
Now I deserve nothing more
I earned your indifference
Now I deserve nothing less
I treated you like a fool
Now I now dance on your strings
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A Beacon
Alone, adrift on an empty sea
No direction, nothing but the fog on all sides
With a heavy heart I sail on
Holding on to… hope?
Is that a glimmer?
It's faint, distant perhaps, but real
Maybe if I steer towards her…
Getting brighter - my heart swells
Where does it beckon? Am I… home?
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Literature
... again
We'd meet for the first time… again
You’d be interested
You’d flirt and wear perfume
But I wouldn’t notice
One day, it’d sink in
And I’d find you intriguing
I’d ask if you’d be at the party
Hoping you’d say yes
We’d talk nervously
Then Bailamos would play
I’d ask you to dance
And you would say yes
We’d move with the music
And we could fall in Love… again
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If you ever
If you ever
want me to watch you bathe
want to again be my fav
If you ever
want to perfume a bear for me
want a shirt that smells like me
If you ever
want to go see Le Mis
want to know what Love is
If you ever
want to dance again to Bialamos
want to hear me say “I love you most”
If you ever
want to whimsically give me a call
want to in love with me again fall
I am here, for you,
Forever, If you ever…
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I smile
I smile…
I remember the way you’d greet me
…and I smile
I remember the way you chased me playing tag
...and I laugh
I remember how you sang to me
…and I blush
I remember how you kissed me deeply
…and I sigh
I remember the way you made love to me
…and I ache
I remember you said you’d always love me
…and I cry
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I've done myself in and I don't know where to go. Is this the end? The closing credits, armageddon? That's how it feels. I'm without a part of my heart.
Lots of things happened to cause it, and I could blame them on other people. I could say it was just a silly misunderstanding, but that would be lying. The very thing that I did to screw myself over. I could apologize, but what good would that do?
It's my own fault, and I know that. In time, that stabbing pain will fade to a dull throb, but it will never leave. No, and I will always have a seering hole that will continue to grow. A solemn reminder that I could do nothing about it.
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Enemy at The Gate was, initially for me, a war movie. It had the Russians trying to save their homeland, desperately holding on against the Germans. It had action, tension in the sub-plot of sniper vs sniper, etc. But in the end, it was just a war movie.

Watching it again years later with my take on life so much changed, i realize now it was a story of life.

You are in circumstances beyond your control - things set in motion long before your arrival on earth.
You imagine you make choices - choices that seem logical or prudent. Choices that end in disaster.

One man was betrayed as a cold, calculating killer. Another as a cold, tyrannical man sending others to their death.
But they were motivated to act thusly based on life viewed in the prism of their experiences, good and bad.

The hero, his friend and the woman they both loved were in the middle of hell.

Yet, one found a way to use his grief at losing the woman to his friend to show his love for his friend by sacrificing his life for him.

The friend used his sacrifice to become the hero he never wanted to be. And he honored his friend's sacrifice by being happy with the woman they both loved.
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Harve
United States
Current Residence: On That Wall!!
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL "WARNING: CONTAINS UNICORNS" hoodie!!
Print preference: her massage oil fingerprints on my skin
Favourite genre of music: Celtic and 80's Disco (REAL Disco, not that 'Abba' crap)
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: if it catches my eye, it's in!!
Operating System: operating with my hands tied...
MP3 player of choice: my shipmates' (he's got all my old-school tunes!)
Shell of choice: oysters ~ aren't they used for something??
Wallpaper of choice: latest DA fav
Skin of choice: one so fair, who's no longer here...
Favourite cartoon character: Spidey - even though he was saving the world, he still got jamed up with MJ; Samurai Jack & Goku
Personal Quote: You NEED me On That Wall!!!
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:icon12jack12:
12jack12 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:fish:Harve were you been ? Have you fallen off that wall and no one around to help you back up ? :fish:
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WinDrift Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2010  Hobbyist
"We have seen the enemy and they are us" applies to a lot of life.
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CG-MCPO Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2010
yes; think of all the stress that could be avoided by merely succumbimg to the inevitable.
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WinDrift Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010  Hobbyist
Maybe so, however you and I are not made of the stuff that gives up without a fight :hug:
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aScottsmansdaughter Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2010
HEY Stranger...LOL I tried to friend you on Facebook and the link wouldnt work!! Slacker! LOL ! Im under Kristina Kohl:) Have a good one!
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CG-MCPO Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2010
waiting on a friend request from ya!
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Minnie-Salinas Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Just dropping by to see how everything's going Master Chief!
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nuke-annihilation Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2010
:wave: just passing through and figured i should pay respects to a respected US Veteran! have a good day sir, and do hope you live well:)
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lyonesskim Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
nice to see you back!!
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12jack12 Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Man Over Board!

Man Missing in Action!

All hands on Deck!

Harve's gone missing!
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